Honesty

Let’s try this again.

It has been a very long time since I have posted anything and there are several reasons for that.  The main reason is all I can think about is something that doesn’t need to be spread through any form of social media.  However, it has consumed my thoughts for over a year and it has worn me thin.

Honesty is something people always say they want to hear rather than a lie.  A lie will always come to fruition but there are some things that you need to keep a secret.  Some things nobody ever needs to know.  As much as that secret claws at you, you just can’t let it out.

Then it does and deciding to not lie anymore because the “truth will set you free”, right?  Wrong.  Sometimes it crashes your whole world.  Sometimes it makes it worse then letting that secret eat away at you.  Sometimes it kills every bit of your soul.

I can think of very little that hurts more than thinking you are doing the right thing by being honest and it all blows up your life into a billion, broken pieces.

I’m sorry.  I didn’t mean it.  There was nothing I could do.

I just wanted to live an honest life.

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9 thoughts on “Honesty

  1. whatthemicah says:

    I know it’s been a very difficult year+ for you. I also know that your honesty, while it has caused some MAJOR issues, was the right thing to do. I’m praying for you daily, brother.

  2. Michelle says:

    I’m so sorry you’re hurting, Rocco….

  3. disconcerted72 says:

    Welcome back 🙂

  4. josephine says:

    even not having a clue what the trouble is, i can say that, even when it wrecks everything, honesty is still the best course. *hug*

  5. fourposter says:

    No idea what you’re going through, but just wanted to give you a word of support. Take care.

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