Apple of my eye
Beholder of my heart
Take the key so we may never be apart
Love of my life
The most important piece to my puzzle
Please forgive me for all the times I’ve been in trouble
You complete me
In ways no one else can
Rest assured, I’m your biggest fan
You’re my world
I’ll never let you go
I love you
Forever and Always
I just wanted you to know
Today is the day.
After an exhausting weekend, I am due to put in my resignation today. I hate doing things like this. I am so incredibly nervous and it is driving me crazy…. causing more nervousness.
I like where I’m at. I get treated like shit, but I like it here. I know my job like the back of my hand. I built the network for crying out loud! It is comfortable and I’m still learning a lot.
Where the new job is, I will learn so much more. It is a bigger company with a much more complex network than what I have here. It’s still a contract job, but it “should” be a great opportunity.
I still hate having to give my notice. I am angry that the people here just don’t seem to want me. Not everyone, just the people that matter it seems.
While in the middle of writing this, I talked to the other IT guy and he took it well. I think he knew it was coming. I don’t think this should come as a shock really to anyone. They all know I’m not happy in the situation that I’m in. Maybe they think I wouldn’t call their bluff and they could keep going on thinking they could get away with treating me like some temp workhorse. And I don’t even mind the workhorse part! I actually prefer it, but I need to give back.
My stress level is through the roof right now and half of this probably doesn’t make any sense. What I’d really like to do is go back to bed and just sleep until things get better. Unfortunately, that’s a dream that can never come true.
I’ll let you all know how things turn out.
So I finally talked to the owner and HR. I got pretty much what I expected: a “Thanks for coming and good luck to you” response. I can’t say that I’m surprised at all. The IT manager was all pissed off that they didn’t make a counter-offer. I told him that I would’ve been shocked if they did.
I honestly didn’t know what to expect from the meeting. Again, I’m not surprised at their response/reaction. I guess it’s all for the best and is what was meant to be.
Cold is the ice
Brisk is the wind
Another winter day that cries of sin.
Just ask anyone, we are ready to be done.
The snow is pure white
The street slicked with ice
Jack Frost and I are about to fight.
Sick as can be.
I’m moving the the Florida Keys.
You possess the kiss of death
But you smell alone gives life.
Your lips are as red as the blood that runs through me
And your thorns are so sharp they go right through me
You come to me in the spring
Yet seem to die in the winter.
Then come back so vibrant in the summer.
One of you is not enough
I need at least a slew
To give to my special someone
So I can simply say “I love you”